Sunday, February 01, 2004 C.E

even more dreams... seems to be a lot of them lately

last night was a very relevent dream to my normal life....dont ask why
i had a dream that it was new years eve again, and There was supposed to be a big party at my house, but instead of staying for the party i went to see emma in a very strange mall-like place dressed up in a pink dress (eeewwww, pink!). most of the people I know were there though, not at my party, so it was good at first.
but I only saw them in groups once. I would see tom, aric, ally, and gram in one group, and then I wouldn't see them again. there were a bunch of groups, one with kirsten and Jenn in it, another with emma and serena and other people in it. there were more, but I can't rememeber who was with who.
in the end, the only group of my friends left in this mall-place was emma and serena, and they weren't leaving. so I was wandering around for a bit until i decided to go home to my own party, where most of my friends were (yes, i was leaving emma. but I dont think she would have minded in my dream).
but when I got hom, no one was there. in the back yard there were a bunch of puke stains on the grass (yummm.). i guess there was a lot of drinking.
ahy is that similar to real life? I almost went to a big party, but didn't. didn't know how to get there, and wasn't that interested in seeing a bunch of drunk/stoned people wandering around, two people in particular.
but anyway, there was one part of the dream. the other one was the following day of new years eve, which was nothing like real life, lol. it was basically be going to this big show, or something, and i was still dressed up. man, i must be a nutcase in my dreams or something.... maybe in real life....?:S
another one, i was organizing something for school, but it was more or less in this lecture hall, not at bayside. anyway, i was organizing this, and someone upstairs was giving out sort of personal notes to people (they were leaving, I guess. i would count that as graduation or something since it was someone I know but shall not name. buahaha).
i remember very nice writing.
lol. man im messed up!
but those were the dreams from last night. very odd, yesss.....they weren't good dreams either, mind you. i remember waking up rather disappointed, and pissed off that someone was walking around the house and making noises.
yay! at least I slept in to 10:45! hurrah for me..

tomorrow second semester starts, and just like at the beginning of the year, I am not looking forward to it. Yes, good class first two periods, but Im just not happy about the change. seems like first semester passed by really quickly. I don't know where it all went, it just kind of happened and left before i could get a good grasp on it. sucks, doesn't it?
but yes, musical theatre first two periods, and then boring classes (oi) being General social science (for those who don't know, that would be psychology, sociology, anthropology, etc etc) and then english last period. actually, tis not so bad. I have music theatre, then GSS, then BAM! lunch. then BAM! Msip, then BAM! english. i have a good break between classes. hehe. sweeeeet.
still sucks though. i have a horrible feeling that musical theatre won't be all its craked up to be, not with mr.g at least.

i didn't exactly get around to painting either. I think I got some writing done, can't seem to recall....but either way, goal not achieved. failure, again. meh.

well, thats all for now.
live free, die well, as the horrible saying from the horrible Scorpion King goes.... wait, if it sucks, why the hell did i post it?

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