drag...and then the end of the day

drama class is starting to become emotionally draining. we are three days before a big performance, and hardly ANYONE is giving a shit and trying to memorize their lines. there will be more than 120 people there at the least, and we are going to DIE in front of them. my lines are pretty much down, I just need to remember cues, and all the while, we are being hounded at by the teacher.
oi
I will have all but two tickets (out of ten) sold tonight to my brother and family(4), my parents(2), and my other parents(2). hurrah! lots of money there, 5$ a ticket. yet, i don't know any friends of mine who are going and aren't in the thing. awww. that makes me sad.:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
parents are home tonight at about 10ish, around there. they called when I was just falling asleep (thanks mom! oh by the way, i need money), and then Samm called.
thanks samm. great to hear that!
good night.
oi
things are starting to build up now, what with projects due, math test tomorrow, dress rehearsal tomorrow night until about 6ish, etc. oh boy. this is going to be exhausting.
well, wish me luck!

later

oh man. i forgot how great a guitarist Jimmy Page really was until I actually listened to some music for the first in a while. how i miss it so...
well, the day is over, and I'm here, at home, thinking about stuff. I have a lot to get done before the week is out, and so LITTLE time and energy. the whole painting-the-guitar thing? didn't go through. i mean, i will paint it, but I didn't start yet...no...will...what...so...ever
i did finish one thing for photography though, now to start on the last thing, study, do com-tec stuff, memorize lines, bring supper/money, and start an essay. arg! im sure i could do all those things in a few hours, if I lived at the school and had no time limits. BUT NO. i live in a house without dark rooms, drama rooms, or even FOOD.
the last bag of milk is half full, and has to last through tomorrow? that WONT happen, knowing my addiction to that lovely substance.


sigh.
i sold some tickets tonight, and am waiting on my brother to see if he calls to buy tickets. stupid patrick with his "im busy" excuse. what an asshole.
we're going to die on stage. big time. i know it. i mean, I'm pretty sure I'll have everything down by then, since i'll be going over the stuff like mad, but still, some people aren't even trying. i hope most people show up tomorrow night for the rehearsal. we need it badly.
well, im off to type until my fingers are numb, etc...and think some more, maybe...