what i really did...

so much for work. as if i would do work! seriously, were you thinking of me when you thought I would do work, or someone else? possibly yourself?

nono

instead, i went to see Halesha, the currently EX-girlfriend of my brother. well...that was fun, to say the least. shes such a fun person, really. absolutly nuts.

then, i got home, and i made myself feel better.

bup.

a lesson to all, including myself...and i know its a crappy lesson, because sometimes we hate it the most.
the fact is, people change. and I, being an Engel, will change more than most. so get used to it!

well, come on...of course its hard. there are some things we want to stay the same forever. places, things, people. its not possible. think about it. 1000 years from now, its likely that this town i live in wont even exist anymore. how long has it been here, anyway? not that long. so why would it stay forever? everything has to end at some point, right? so, in order to end, it has to change. otherwise, it would be like two parallel lines, never meeting. to end, things must change.

so why can't I change once in a while?

sorry, if sometimes it hurts, i understand that. you don't think that I hate other people changing? of course i do. people are changing so that they can leave and make lives of their own. yeah, it hurts... but it has to be accepted too, right?

so lets straighten this out. that, or make those two lines at least meet, even if they keep going in different directions after. lets vertex!