alright

so

i've fucked something up.

what did I fuck up?

A) English?????
well, though i have CERTAINLY fucked that up, that doesn't have much to do with anything. it's english. I'll survive.

B) Tonight????
I had a few shots of something tonight.... a few.... heh. yeah. things happened today, and i'm not feeling all that great tonight. it was appealing. it is. made things smooth. but.... thats not it.

C) opening my mouth at all? letting the guard down?
theres a rumour about me now at school.

fuck.

well....

theres a lot left, but none of them have anything to do with that comment.

clearly i'm missing something here.

but whatever it is, I'm sorry.


i am le tired, and don't hate me, but i think I want another drink, or something. I dont want to sleep right now.... bah....

fuck, life has taken the biggest turn yet