Thursday, September 22, 2005 C.E

*ahem*
Gas is supposed to get up to 2 something today. is already 1.65 in kingston, or something like that, and Toronto is over 2 bucks.... but my store? 99 cents. still. since early this morning, there have been two line up of cars, often ending up on the road and blocking traffic, or at least slowing it down.
tonight is going to be fuuuun. right now is the first time I've seen only four cars there at the pumps. holy fuck. tonight won't be fun at all.

I've recently been made a full time employee, which means I work monday, tuesday, thursday, and friday at 5-11. saturday I work 11-5.
five days of work. more money. less time where i'm not being constructive SOMEhow.

since the concert, I've been feeling that natural sort of withdrawal feeling. it was honestly a perfect night, perfect show, great day. and it was all I had planned. now I'm thinking of going to the dance that Sigur Ros and Radiohead made the soundtrack for. it would be something to do, and I certainly love dance (not that I dance at all. not very good at it). but thats half a year away still.
so what do I think about?
18.
I think about how I'm going to be 18 in a few months. still not a lot to do at 18, but at least I can gamble. that doesn't make sense, that you can't drink at 18, but you can gamble. gambling is just as bad as drinking. you lose your fucking money. you can vote at 18, but you cant drink or smoke. you can chose the leader of your country, but you can't be entitled to the things that country produces for profit.
oi. if only it could change.

I was out with Mike last night, going around furniture stores, sitting on every couch, imagining which ones to buy. it was pretty fun, especially when we found nice leather couches, or memory foam beds. so, despite this awesomely funny night out with mike, I still have to say that I'm not enjoying my time at home very much. I'm trying to get out, but... I don't know. it's not the same.
being home alone all day sucks. and being home with my mom isn't much better. I really need to get out.
so, I guess I need to start painting again. the more I paint, the more I get for my portfolio, the more likely I'll get out and to Vancouver...

but I don't want to go to school. I really just want to get out and far away.

guh

well

at least I'll have a bit more money now. heh.

2 Comments:

Blogger Mayo said...

Are you kidding, gas is like 2.56 in the U.S. I know canadian dollars are different, but aren't they worth less than the american dollar? Anyhoo, you got nothin to worry about sister. Cheers!

September 22, 2005 2:31 PM  
Blogger Norah said...

its 2.50 in the area now. but, thankfully, we DONT have the cheapest anymore. that was fuckin scary...

September 22, 2005 11:25 PM  

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