To Learn, or Not to learn?
Tuition Fees are about to be jacked up.
Is it any wonder why I won't go?
Mind you, if I decided one day to go to school, I would get lots of OSAP, since my parents are below the poverty line... supposedly. no, they are.
so I would have money....
but what would I take?
It's as true with me as it is to Angus.
I need to get back into the mindset of actually working on projects, doing homework, all those yucky things.
I've been thinking about school. It's too late for this september, not that I want to go that early anyway, but maybe in 2007... but every time I think about it, I grow anxious over the idea of Homework. Useless, rediculous projects.
I just don't believe that you should pay for education. I would rather read a fucking book than waste so much time on stupid projects. if I have trouble with something, I'll look it up online.
How did it turn out that University and College would COST MONEY? Whoever came up with that idea was a fucking moron.
just like the idiots i've been dealing with all day. and all day tomorrow. and all night until wednesday.
god....
will I ever catch a break?
I took a bit of comfort in an episode of Lost this morning, The Moth episode.
"Struggle is nature's way of strengthening the weak for survival" or something like that.
Survival of the fittest.
and by fittest, I mean Richest.
that's not true (I hope). I guess I'll just have to suck it up and either
A) Pay this stupid, RETARDED government to let me have a job I prefer, or
B) Be another slave in the lower decks to get the ship to the new world.
it won't change, will it?
I don't know why people expect so much of me. I'm not a great person. I'm not perfect. I'm not going to be happy every minute of the fucking day. I'm human: I'm allowed to be pissed off, sometimes, or depressed. look where I live: with a tyrant. they aren't made of sunshine dust people, they're ASSHOLES. I've been raised with that. You think I'm going to be easy going? come on. don't be stupid.
I'm not a doll. I can't smile for you.
I'm happy, sure... just not all the time.
But why do people expect so much? I've been walked all over at work. Tomorrow was supposed to be a day off, to get a few things that I needed. Nope. not anymore. I have to work now. 6 straight days at that damn store.
Schedule change is due. I don't ask for THAT much, do I? I've been working friday's for... more than a year. hell, maybe since i started work. I don't remember. But a while. And in my last six months at the store, Jeff is gone now. We're short a guy. is it really such a tragedy that I ask to NOT work friday for once?
I'm just asking for a break, man. I never get time off. when I try, my family decides to split at the last minute, thus I'm working ANYWAY. I haven't had a real holiday since last year... easter actually. I cover for Lisa all the time, Adrienne on occassion... can I just have that back? Can I get that time back by getting OFF the Friday shift?
just a little room to breath...
is that too much?
Is it any wonder why I won't go?
Mind you, if I decided one day to go to school, I would get lots of OSAP, since my parents are below the poverty line... supposedly. no, they are.
so I would have money....
but what would I take?
It's as true with me as it is to Angus.
I need to get back into the mindset of actually working on projects, doing homework, all those yucky things.
I've been thinking about school. It's too late for this september, not that I want to go that early anyway, but maybe in 2007... but every time I think about it, I grow anxious over the idea of Homework. Useless, rediculous projects.
I just don't believe that you should pay for education. I would rather read a fucking book than waste so much time on stupid projects. if I have trouble with something, I'll look it up online.
How did it turn out that University and College would COST MONEY? Whoever came up with that idea was a fucking moron.
just like the idiots i've been dealing with all day. and all day tomorrow. and all night until wednesday.
god....
will I ever catch a break?
I took a bit of comfort in an episode of Lost this morning, The Moth episode.
"Struggle is nature's way of strengthening the weak for survival" or something like that.
Survival of the fittest.
and by fittest, I mean Richest.
that's not true (I hope). I guess I'll just have to suck it up and either
A) Pay this stupid, RETARDED government to let me have a job I prefer, or
B) Be another slave in the lower decks to get the ship to the new world.
it won't change, will it?
I don't know why people expect so much of me. I'm not a great person. I'm not perfect. I'm not going to be happy every minute of the fucking day. I'm human: I'm allowed to be pissed off, sometimes, or depressed. look where I live: with a tyrant. they aren't made of sunshine dust people, they're ASSHOLES. I've been raised with that. You think I'm going to be easy going? come on. don't be stupid.
I'm not a doll. I can't smile for you.
I'm happy, sure... just not all the time.
But why do people expect so much? I've been walked all over at work. Tomorrow was supposed to be a day off, to get a few things that I needed. Nope. not anymore. I have to work now. 6 straight days at that damn store.
Schedule change is due. I don't ask for THAT much, do I? I've been working friday's for... more than a year. hell, maybe since i started work. I don't remember. But a while. And in my last six months at the store, Jeff is gone now. We're short a guy. is it really such a tragedy that I ask to NOT work friday for once?
I'm just asking for a break, man. I never get time off. when I try, my family decides to split at the last minute, thus I'm working ANYWAY. I haven't had a real holiday since last year... easter actually. I cover for Lisa all the time, Adrienne on occassion... can I just have that back? Can I get that time back by getting OFF the Friday shift?
just a little room to breath...
is that too much?
prematurely released by Norah at 5:12 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home