I haven't been sleeping well lately.

I've been spending my nights tossing and turning in these acidic dreams. They remind me of the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. not that my memory is being erased and I'm trying to wake up, but that I'll be in one place, in a normal place, with normal people in a normal situation... and slowly, things will change. A Malignant picture on the wall turns into a different picture. The inside of the house turns into a different house on the outside. One person turns into another, suddenly the same person is a double of another person. One situation changes with every turn I make, into a different place, different time, event, person, voice...

It's driving me insane. I'm waking up in the middle of the night, time after time, hoping I might have a normal dream.

it's bothering me.