im here again.
didn't post last night, was too tired (thats a lie. I didn't want to wake up mom)

so the Oscars are on, and no one in the house is watching them, especially me! the cat is on my lap again. hmm

Im getting sick! noooo. I woke up this morning and couldn't make a normal sound for an hour. when I did try to make noise, my voice was very low, stuborn, and rumbly. it was hell. this isn't good, considering I have to sing a lot this week, especially thursday! AHH! im gonna die...

i painted the guitar case today. I ended up ruining half of it for a few minutes when I tried to gloss before spraying it. stupid me. its fixed though. Not nearly as good as Pippin's tree, but at least it works. I put the Om Mani Padme Hum thing on it as well. its a charm, why not? anyway, I will take Roger to school for the week tomorrow, practice with him.OW!
stupid cat clawed me.

annnyyyywaaaaaaay..........ow, my foot.
i had steak again for dinner. yumm, rare and bloooooody! buahaha. i think I digust my mother. meh, thats the goal.

cat meow.

cat is mad at me.

cat is trying to kill me again.

OW my foot.

so i haven't reaally got anything to put in, just...stuff.

I listened to that 50's cd I got the other weekend. I like it! its very nice. it got me happy, especially when I heard the Platters with Smoke gets in your Eyes. what a nice song that is. pet cat.

so things are getting all over the place lately. state of mind is going from one territory to another several times a day. its very tiring, but I'm thinking it has something to do with the music im listening to at the time. wait, what about when I'm not listening to music, and it just happens?


im just typing stuff, you know that, right?
what a horrible person I am, wasting your time with nonsense. well, you DO have a choice to read this, I'm not forcing you at all!

stupid cat is smiling at me

what a cute cat.

i have to work tomorrow night, likely wednesday and thursday too...or maybe wednesday and friday and saturday....AHH! Rush tickets are on sale tomorrow online, and I can't get any until I know how I would get there. but man! I have months to figure that out! arg! Ill beg Josh to drive me...or something. help! MUST GO!

lol, Josh wouldn't go. neither would mom, but thats because she hates rush. Gord? hell no. he doesn't hate rush, but I hate him. mean, yes I know.

help...

so, I think I will leave it at that and go read and do stuff, such as read the book I was given to read. I'm so lazy.

I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war, If you can tell me something worth fighting for
hurrah Coldplay