yum, west side story

So, I found out today: I am Snowboy! cool....the cocaine addict of the Jets. so, i've put duct tape over my one sharks shirt and changed it to jets. perfect.
Got a new shirt on the weekend, very cool one with a Julius Ceasar quote.

I'm beginning to find that being in a different religion from most is much harder than imaginable. I wish more than anything that there was a temple in Stirling, but its frigging stirling. why the HELL would there be a temple in stirling? i wish there was one. Then i could have a refuge, a place where I am with other buddhists and where i can actually learn things without being on my own. I have no buddhist friends other than tom, and...well, I'm not too sure about him and buddhism. i just wish i had someone to help me along this way. it seems to be causing some...problems. not big ones, stupid ones as emma would call them, but they are there. I feel really different now. I can't be in a religious group at school because its for christians, or anyone who believes in god. I have nothing! Nowhere to go, no one to help me. i really do feel alone in this.
Im still trying to think of how to tell my parents, let alone a certain someone else, but its much harder than i want it to be. I can't seem to just bring it up around mom, who would take it better, im sure. Gord?...well...
"But you were baptized! and confirmed! you're christian, stupid girl!"
yup. thats him.

so, stirling, therefore, sucks.

other than that, I've had a great day! josh got poutine and let me eat half of it. what a lovely boy he is. little does he know I have his student card! buahaha....
gee, I hope he doesn't read this...well, we shall find out soon enough, won't we? yess, preciouss, we willl....
ahem.
yay west side story. I'm pleased with that. we've all gotten the right roles, etc, and its going to work out GREAT! I love it. As for the coffee house, things are starting to get sketchy. I mean, I know we can pull it together, but things are going all wacko. I mean, two weeks, and I'm changing the set list. poor kirsten. I feel stupid. Didn't want to do Tangerine, since we're already doing a led zeppelin....oh shit. we need to get together with aaron. OH SHIT, WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF PRECIOUS PRECIOUS TIME, AND I NEED TO GET MY ACT TOGETHER! just typical of me, too, leaving stuff to the last minute...see, two weeks is the last minute for me...i feel so stupid.
OI.

and then tellstory came on

so, josh, you're coffee chocolate hasn't kept me up long enough. my eyes are already getting heavy. damn you and your coffee grains!...waits for vocals to come in... and there they are. so funny, electric fingers. great song.

well then, i shall be off. Still having a serious blockage in the creative urge, so nothing has happened as of late for me, when it comes to painting the guitar case or writing... sigh. i need more energy for that.
i was supposed to leave, wasn't I? ok, enough.

Word of the Day: Trazy Crain (Stupid early morning jazz band!)