making love to my tonic and gin
no, not really.
another day has passed by. man, times is really slipping away quickly, lately... very odd but normal by now. a lot of time was spent looking at the worst album covers ever. I'll have to find that website here and post it. very funny to look at. heh, all my friends are dead. i can't believe that...
Music theatre will deifnately work out alright....i hope. :S! the energy is so much better than the one from last semester, not nearly as messy and a lot more positive. of course, there are the few people in it who I am completely skeptical about (ashley mullens, as one, friggen...mutter mutter....) but There are a lot more people who will take it seriously to overule them, so take that, stupid people!
got a cd from kirsten today, pretty good one too. In return, I made her one. 7 more tracks than hers, but eh. 80% of the cd is crap, being useless music that we could never perform in the coffee house. BUT, there are a few that could work. I'm starting to think about it a lot more often now, keeping my ears open for something that could work.
so today was a good day. Lunch time feels really stupid at the moment. it might be the loss of emma, or maybe I'm finally getting sick of the music room? im in there a lot now, not that i wasn't before, but I
m getting very restless at lunchtimes now in there.
my, god, I suck! i have no life! I haven't had a friend over since..... wait...... man, my birthday... that was TWO MONTHS AGO. before that? wait.....wait.....4-5 months? thats so sad. i should have committed suicide by now or something, this isn't right. i have no life beyond school. what will I do when i graduate and start work? i'll be a frigging hermit..
well, im not against that so much. but im stupid, so what do I know?
awww, dirty dancing music. how fun! hey baby, i wanna know, if you'll be my girl. -music notes here-
hurrah! and then you go to queen... such a great band. odd how some of the most talented groups seem to fall apart before they can really "retire" or willingly stop making music. someone always dies first. John Bonham, Freddie Mercury.... well, ok, I can't think of any others at the moment, but I'm sure theres more.
hmm, I don't know if its just me or what, but whenever I try to see in the darkness, I have all these white spots in my vision, reeeaaaally small ones, and theres like billions of these stupid spots in my vision, so everything is fucked up royally vision wise. Is it just me? do I have problems, or what? ok, i have problems, but I mean with EYES, in MY head... never mind. I've lived with it this long, I can keep going.
not talking to anyone beyond school really does a number on your head. very sad situation, but thats how I am...not that I like it. force of habit, i guess.
don't get high and drive a car, you won't get very far
- Devistatin' dave, the Turntable Slave!
another day has passed by. man, times is really slipping away quickly, lately... very odd but normal by now. a lot of time was spent looking at the worst album covers ever. I'll have to find that website here and post it. very funny to look at. heh, all my friends are dead. i can't believe that...
Music theatre will deifnately work out alright....i hope. :S! the energy is so much better than the one from last semester, not nearly as messy and a lot more positive. of course, there are the few people in it who I am completely skeptical about (ashley mullens, as one, friggen...mutter mutter....) but There are a lot more people who will take it seriously to overule them, so take that, stupid people!
got a cd from kirsten today, pretty good one too. In return, I made her one. 7 more tracks than hers, but eh. 80% of the cd is crap, being useless music that we could never perform in the coffee house. BUT, there are a few that could work. I'm starting to think about it a lot more often now, keeping my ears open for something that could work.
so today was a good day. Lunch time feels really stupid at the moment. it might be the loss of emma, or maybe I'm finally getting sick of the music room? im in there a lot now, not that i wasn't before, but I
m getting very restless at lunchtimes now in there.
my, god, I suck! i have no life! I haven't had a friend over since..... wait...... man, my birthday... that was TWO MONTHS AGO. before that? wait.....wait.....4-5 months? thats so sad. i should have committed suicide by now or something, this isn't right. i have no life beyond school. what will I do when i graduate and start work? i'll be a frigging hermit..
well, im not against that so much. but im stupid, so what do I know?
awww, dirty dancing music. how fun! hey baby, i wanna know, if you'll be my girl. -music notes here-
hurrah! and then you go to queen... such a great band. odd how some of the most talented groups seem to fall apart before they can really "retire" or willingly stop making music. someone always dies first. John Bonham, Freddie Mercury.... well, ok, I can't think of any others at the moment, but I'm sure theres more.
hmm, I don't know if its just me or what, but whenever I try to see in the darkness, I have all these white spots in my vision, reeeaaaally small ones, and theres like billions of these stupid spots in my vision, so everything is fucked up royally vision wise. Is it just me? do I have problems, or what? ok, i have problems, but I mean with EYES, in MY head... never mind. I've lived with it this long, I can keep going.
not talking to anyone beyond school really does a number on your head. very sad situation, but thats how I am...not that I like it. force of habit, i guess.
don't get high and drive a car, you won't get very far
- Devistatin' dave, the Turntable Slave!
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