Concern or Selfishness?

Ok, you know what sucks?
Parents!
well, not really, but tonight they do.
So, it's ten to eleven at night, and Angus and Calista come in, and they're headed out to Scotts for a Bonfire. and they ask me to come.

I call my mom, ask, she says no, because:
I got home around 2AM this past morning from Angus's....

No more late nights, she said, not for a while.

so, i ignored her, whatever, and asked anyway. NOPE. no bonfire for emily.

but WHY?
why the hell will they make me stay in the house, infront of a computer until just as late as I would have been out, when i could be talking with my friends? do they WANT me to be a shut in?
errr

i understand if they are concerned about me, but that seems selfish to me. Make me be miserable and anti-social (When I'm clearly TRYING [for once] Not to be), so they can fell better at night about knowing im in the same house...

meanies.

i'll be up late anyway, no matter what. so why can't I be more productive about it and get OUT of the house? this place is making me sick the more I'm in it.
what harm is in staying out at night with my friends? four people, sitting around a bonfire talking: Whats wrong with that? wheres the horrible threat that could kill me at any moment? BEAR! FIRE! AIR! OH SHIT, SHE COULD DIE, ALL BECAUSE SHE WAS OUT LATE WITH FRIENDS.
errr.

anyway, other than that... boring day. watched Ned Kelly.... too much dramatic music where it would have been better without any. sigh. i should kick these people's asses and make fucking awesome films, just to spite them.
but yeah, thats all. Tim Muzik was in for a bit with Sarah Kovach, talked to him for a bit,
then Angus and Calista showed up. we all know that now.

well, sweet dreams to those who don't expect them