Stupid friggen school
School starts tomorrow. that blows. I'm the only one of us going back to school, save for Emma... that suucks.
so, that makes today the last day of summer, and what am I going to do? Squat. nothing at all, but sit here for the day, typing, ripping cds, all that glorious shit. and it sucks. I would much rather sit with people I know and talk to them, listen more like, but they're all gone/busy/far out of the reach of my short-stirling arms. it friggen sucks.
So, i got the computer back yesterday. its definately faster. hurrah! i'm listening to my dearly missed beatles music, thinking of ways to get some music on here without killing the hard drive. gark. so hard.
Yesterday my brother turned 22. He's 22 and having a kid. god thats crazy! So, there were about eight people in this puny house made for three. it was a radical change. last week, this time, I was still asleep, the only one in the house.
I'm going to miss this summer. I'm not going to be serious going back to school. I'm going to think summer all the time, but try to get shit done too. this summer has not been productive, in making paintings, playing guitar (though i've been playing more lately), writing, etc etc, but it's been more of an observative summer. I've gone places with people I haven't gone places with before, I've met people, I've done things I haven't done before, met experiences with a hand shake, all that shit, and it was great. I learned from it. Now, if I can hold onto learning while I get into producing when I have to, I might stay alive this year for school.
to think, tomorrow i have to get up at 6.
god, i'm going to miss you. You've been kind to me this year, for once. You've never been like this for me. Sure, you gave me some really shitty times, but the good times you gave were out of this world, amazing, never to be forgotten. so, summer, thanks for not being a prick to me for once. For once, I wasn't alone all the time, with one friend, I was with people, lots of them... and i DID like it. thanks, man, you rock...
on a personal note, lol...
haven't gotten an email yet. though, i haven't checked my email this morning, I doubt something will be there.... sigh. so, thats sitting on my shoulders heavily right now. it's not a good thing, by the way. anyway....yeah. Emily didn't wake up happy today, and thats going to be a trend this first bit of the school year. it was last year, why NOT this year, when everyone really IS gone?
last night was good though. When I got bored, I called up Gustor and had a good combo with him. hah, combo. stupid. anyway, yeah! That was a fun two hour talk. good weekend, I suppose.... oivay.
well, thats all for now. at the moment I'm feeling pretty shitty. I could use a friend right now, but they're all gone, or busy. not a bad thing for them, dont get like that, i just... could really use a friend right now.
anyway, STUPID FUCKING SCHOOL.
damnit
so, that makes today the last day of summer, and what am I going to do? Squat. nothing at all, but sit here for the day, typing, ripping cds, all that glorious shit. and it sucks. I would much rather sit with people I know and talk to them, listen more like, but they're all gone/busy/far out of the reach of my short-stirling arms. it friggen sucks.
So, i got the computer back yesterday. its definately faster. hurrah! i'm listening to my dearly missed beatles music, thinking of ways to get some music on here without killing the hard drive. gark. so hard.
Yesterday my brother turned 22. He's 22 and having a kid. god thats crazy! So, there were about eight people in this puny house made for three. it was a radical change. last week, this time, I was still asleep, the only one in the house.
I'm going to miss this summer. I'm not going to be serious going back to school. I'm going to think summer all the time, but try to get shit done too. this summer has not been productive, in making paintings, playing guitar (though i've been playing more lately), writing, etc etc, but it's been more of an observative summer. I've gone places with people I haven't gone places with before, I've met people, I've done things I haven't done before, met experiences with a hand shake, all that shit, and it was great. I learned from it. Now, if I can hold onto learning while I get into producing when I have to, I might stay alive this year for school.
to think, tomorrow i have to get up at 6.
god, i'm going to miss you. You've been kind to me this year, for once. You've never been like this for me. Sure, you gave me some really shitty times, but the good times you gave were out of this world, amazing, never to be forgotten. so, summer, thanks for not being a prick to me for once. For once, I wasn't alone all the time, with one friend, I was with people, lots of them... and i DID like it. thanks, man, you rock...
on a personal note, lol...
haven't gotten an email yet. though, i haven't checked my email this morning, I doubt something will be there.... sigh. so, thats sitting on my shoulders heavily right now. it's not a good thing, by the way. anyway....yeah. Emily didn't wake up happy today, and thats going to be a trend this first bit of the school year. it was last year, why NOT this year, when everyone really IS gone?
last night was good though. When I got bored, I called up Gustor and had a good combo with him. hah, combo. stupid. anyway, yeah! That was a fun two hour talk. good weekend, I suppose.... oivay.
well, thats all for now. at the moment I'm feeling pretty shitty. I could use a friend right now, but they're all gone, or busy. not a bad thing for them, dont get like that, i just... could really use a friend right now.
anyway, STUPID FUCKING SCHOOL.
damnit
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