You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here
So the week ended well, I suppose. I went driving with Halesha friday night into the later hours of a little after ten or so. yup. thats it, i think.
i went to a cornroast today, in the county (where else would there be a corn roast????) where Dawns parents live. Dawn is my dads girlfriend. anyway, went out there today with my Brother and Hal, and i was in the back of the Firebird, just staring out through the sunroof at the few clouds up there. it was just neat, moving along at about 90KM while the clouds were hardly moving at all, just slowly crawling across the sky while I whizzed along far below. of course, i know they're probably going faster than I was, but the illusion was beautiful. I love those little moments where things seem so different and strange, when in fact they're common and just.. normal, i suppose. I dont know, no real way to describe it.
anyway, thats my day. Grat. Thursday is Calista's thing, but thats the night i work... so i'm going to have to work on that, assuming my mother lets me go. she's been so stupid lately. I think she's getting clingy, thinking I'm going to be just like patrick and Move out, ruin my life or something. frig.
stupid school hasn't sent my schedule yet either. THATS stupid. emily isn't too happy today. grachkagbul.
days are getting to be very slow, painfully dull and slow and... sucky. I wish I had my G2 NOW, so i could drive places on my own and what not. wouldn't that be great?
time is really messing with my head. the thought that school is little more than two weeks away hasn't sunk in yet, but now, instead of time passing quicker than I'm used to, it's going very slow. the fifteenth feels like two weeks ago, but it was last week, friday feels like a week ago, but it was a few days ago. things are getting very wierd with my head right now, I'm not making sense to myself. i've had a headache every day since Bonarlaw at the least, probably before then too, since I remember headaches before then... but now it's constant. goes away when i finally fall asleep, comes back not long after I'm awake again. I dont know what it is. not the heat, since its getting cold (THATS stupid too), so I'm confused. oivay. maybe it'll get better when I'm actually USING my head, for school and what not. Maybe boredom is giving me headaches.
at least when school starts It shouldn't be SO noticable, unless it's really bad. School=work=thought=distraction. Hurrah!
thursday.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. is this an over-nighter thing, or what? well, ill have to talk to mum about that yet, won't I?
i went to a cornroast today, in the county (where else would there be a corn roast????) where Dawns parents live. Dawn is my dads girlfriend. anyway, went out there today with my Brother and Hal, and i was in the back of the Firebird, just staring out through the sunroof at the few clouds up there. it was just neat, moving along at about 90KM while the clouds were hardly moving at all, just slowly crawling across the sky while I whizzed along far below. of course, i know they're probably going faster than I was, but the illusion was beautiful. I love those little moments where things seem so different and strange, when in fact they're common and just.. normal, i suppose. I dont know, no real way to describe it.
anyway, thats my day. Grat. Thursday is Calista's thing, but thats the night i work... so i'm going to have to work on that, assuming my mother lets me go. she's been so stupid lately. I think she's getting clingy, thinking I'm going to be just like patrick and Move out, ruin my life or something. frig.
stupid school hasn't sent my schedule yet either. THATS stupid. emily isn't too happy today. grachkagbul.
days are getting to be very slow, painfully dull and slow and... sucky. I wish I had my G2 NOW, so i could drive places on my own and what not. wouldn't that be great?
time is really messing with my head. the thought that school is little more than two weeks away hasn't sunk in yet, but now, instead of time passing quicker than I'm used to, it's going very slow. the fifteenth feels like two weeks ago, but it was last week, friday feels like a week ago, but it was a few days ago. things are getting very wierd with my head right now, I'm not making sense to myself. i've had a headache every day since Bonarlaw at the least, probably before then too, since I remember headaches before then... but now it's constant. goes away when i finally fall asleep, comes back not long after I'm awake again. I dont know what it is. not the heat, since its getting cold (THATS stupid too), so I'm confused. oivay. maybe it'll get better when I'm actually USING my head, for school and what not. Maybe boredom is giving me headaches.
at least when school starts It shouldn't be SO noticable, unless it's really bad. School=work=thought=distraction. Hurrah!
thursday.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. is this an over-nighter thing, or what? well, ill have to talk to mum about that yet, won't I?
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