Ciao...

You know, this past week has been a good week.
I haven't been as shitty as the previous weeks. I've actually been in a better mood! Of course, I still go down, and I'm getting down again as I type, but in all honesty, this was a good week, something I've missed.
right now my wrists are killing me, aching like assholes. I could really use something on them right now, but I haven't the slightest clue what would work. complaining isn't enough in my household,-grins-

I went to dads today, spent some time out there, watched Robocop - the TV series-... oh boy. I wont get into that.
then I tried to watch batman. I LOVE BATMAN. I don't know, it was a movie from my little days, and I still love it... but I couldn't watch the end because the DVD went bad, and then after we found the VHS, we got watching this movie on TV called Orlando.
that was a creepy film.
I also had liver for the first time. not a fan of it either. The texture was very gritty, and i wasn't all for the taste either. so i ate my piece and didn't get seconds. theres my night right there, add in some cursing from dad, bananas and milk and popsicles, and there you go. I love my dad.

So, i'm home again, here again, as I am every night. what a horrible routine my life has become. Wake up, spend time here or infront of the TV, go to work (if thats in the game plan), come home, sit here until the early hours, then sleep...repeat.
once in a while I go out, make a run down town to the drug store or bank, maybe the Chocolatier to see Allie... thats it.
so, that makes this past week even better! get past the party bit, and there's the going-out-with-calista-and-angus every other night... i think....
well, ok, i went out with those two once, almost twice, and then to angus's again with steve.
I don't get out that much on average, so it just made the week go by a lot quicker, therefore making the summer go quicker. It felt like the summer really has gone by quickly today. I just got thinking about it, and how I was still feeling like I was in the middle of July... and the first week of August, the month i've been waiting for, has already passed.
WOW! one month and back to school for one more year, and then I get to live my current routine for the rest of my life! Hooray!
ugh.
can you tell I'm getting down again?
mm, milk.

well, to those who read this thing, feel free to drop by any time. I'm just about ALWAYS home.. but not monday-Thursday-Saturday nights.
give me a call, email (almost typed my own name in there - OH! Matilda is a cool name), drop by, whatever, SAVE ME FROM MY BORING SUMMER.
or not, either way.

well, once again, sweet dreams