Monday, May 30, 2005 C.E

one moment follows another

"And there was a great sigh"
-from where?
"And there was a great sigh from the world"
-Who's world?"
"And there was a great sigh from my world"
-can you make it less... prophetic?
"My world sighed"
-ok.... that sucks.
-no shit
-why did it sigh?
-psh, i dont know...
-oh come on. tell me. I am, after all, your best friend. you should be able to tell me anything
-anything? you're the one who got me into this mess, encouraging me to ignore my head and shit-
-woh woh, don't go and turn this around on me. You're the one who fucked up...
-whatever. lets fix this.
-ok
-ok
-ok
-so what wrong with it?
-something.... try again.
"And so my world heaved a sigh."
-of what?
-....what?
-what sort of sigh was it?
-uhhh-
-like, was it relief? pain? what?
-i dont know. something.
-like...
-a breath of air before going back under water.
-alright.
"And so my world heaved a sigh above the waters"-
-what the fuck.
-WHAT?
-you suck at writing.
-you're no better!
-better than you! no one gives me any paper though, so i forget half of it, and the rest I pass on to you, and you turn it into shit!
-oh fuck off...
-the point of writing, girl, is to get things off your mind that you can't do any way else. why aren't you doing it?
-because...
-....
-I dont know.
-you don't know..... how many times have you said those words in the past twenty four hours?
-like... fifty, at least.
-why?
-because...
-because....
-i dont know what else to say.
-why?
-i dont know.
-well I do. because you know what to say, but you know he doesn't want to hear it. right?
-sure...
-not too convinced?
-oh, i'm convinced...
-guess what
-what?
-you fucked up again.
-yeah. i did
-lets start again from square one....

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