ARG

what is it with me and older guys?
I've never dated someone my age. the last guy I dated was almost 13 years older than me, and a guy I'm finding I like now is ten years older than me.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Where did I get this strange taste?

....bah. its annoying. I don't want to be like this... but then again, I sure as hell don't want to date someone my age. they're all fucking idiots.
okay, so I'm picky, and want maturity. fine. whatever...

new rule Emily: No one over 25....

maybe...