I've changed my mind a few times, on the many things I want to do with my life, the many careers I could follow.
and I've changed my plans many times, my dreams have changed.

many of my dreams have been stepped on,
start out like stars, shining so brightly,
and like when a star dies, turns into a black hole,
and everything gets sucked into it's oblivion.

there's only one dream i've had that hasn't been stepped on, one that i haven't shared with anything (thus why it hasn't been stepped on.).
well, thats not true, i have shared it, but only in performing.

its music.

and I believe in it, because it's not playing guitar, or saxophone, it's singing.
The only dream I've had my entire life, to just sing. it's the only thing thats been constant in my life, my voice. even when I was teased for my lisp, I still sang.
and I always will. it's my friend, the one thing that doesn't change, and when it does, I know how it changes, I can predict it. I am a professional at predicting my voice and controlling it.

damnit!

so I will sing.