bandy band band
Yeah, I've got a band!
Chris Staikos, Grant Martin and me. we jammed today for the first time. more like a "what the fuck are we doing?" jam, but, it was a jam, technically. cool. another one tomorrow after school. I guess we're going to start out covering good old rock songs, like old ones, like the doors, pink floyd, a bit of Buffalo Springfeild, yardbirds, etc etc... right onooonononononnnnn
so... started out rough. so we took a break, went to timmy's, then stopped in at Gus's for a while, and watched them jam. frig. it either inspires you, or makes you give up. hopefully, we get some fire going. we sort of did, I guess. but it was a good day.
I'm in a friggen band!
FRIGGEN!
ummm....
past week went wierdly. wanted to work, but.. didnt.... exams start next fucking week, and i am SO FUCKED for them. i mean, SHIT. FUCK! I have an entire painting to start/finish. i never found a chunk of wood to use for art either. an entire thing to do for world history, being like six fucking chapters to read... a seminar to do this thursday. music, i have a piece to compose.
but heres the good part. the only actual exam i have is World History. but fuck... i'm so burnt out. it's way too much to do. but starting tomorrow morning, i'm spending my first period reading and doing actual work. band comes after school... and maybe at lunch. but fuck... i'm so dead.
i just need to get a 51. i don't care about my average, just let me pass so I can graduate and get out of this fucking school.
man. i can never get all of my life good at once. school is hell, but my social life is actually good. i can't believe i have a low mark in art. low, as in 80's. my mark is 56 in World History, but thats not including a project i didn't do, a test i failed because i left my book at school, and my shitty ISU. and I can't remember anything for music. I don't give a shit about anything. but art... that was supposed to be my domain. that was supposed to be what carried me, and I have a low mark. i went from 98 to 82. i can't believe i let myself do that. i can't believe the things i have and haven't done.
what the fuck happened to me?
Chris Staikos, Grant Martin and me. we jammed today for the first time. more like a "what the fuck are we doing?" jam, but, it was a jam, technically. cool. another one tomorrow after school. I guess we're going to start out covering good old rock songs, like old ones, like the doors, pink floyd, a bit of Buffalo Springfeild, yardbirds, etc etc... right onooonononononnnnn
so... started out rough. so we took a break, went to timmy's, then stopped in at Gus's for a while, and watched them jam. frig. it either inspires you, or makes you give up. hopefully, we get some fire going. we sort of did, I guess. but it was a good day.
I'm in a friggen band!
FRIGGEN!
ummm....
past week went wierdly. wanted to work, but.. didnt.... exams start next fucking week, and i am SO FUCKED for them. i mean, SHIT. FUCK! I have an entire painting to start/finish. i never found a chunk of wood to use for art either. an entire thing to do for world history, being like six fucking chapters to read... a seminar to do this thursday. music, i have a piece to compose.
but heres the good part. the only actual exam i have is World History. but fuck... i'm so burnt out. it's way too much to do. but starting tomorrow morning, i'm spending my first period reading and doing actual work. band comes after school... and maybe at lunch. but fuck... i'm so dead.
i just need to get a 51. i don't care about my average, just let me pass so I can graduate and get out of this fucking school.
man. i can never get all of my life good at once. school is hell, but my social life is actually good. i can't believe i have a low mark in art. low, as in 80's. my mark is 56 in World History, but thats not including a project i didn't do, a test i failed because i left my book at school, and my shitty ISU. and I can't remember anything for music. I don't give a shit about anything. but art... that was supposed to be my domain. that was supposed to be what carried me, and I have a low mark. i went from 98 to 82. i can't believe i let myself do that. i can't believe the things i have and haven't done.
what the fuck happened to me?
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