Happy Twenty 0-five
Ladies, gentlemen, welcome to the New Year.
and what shall happen this year???
so, friday night, i worked, got off at nine, went to Angus and Scott's place for the big party. and MAN. holy shit. three guys came in after midnight, after their party got shut down, and they didn't know anyone, just saw a party and came in...
and we were buddies. it was cool! by the time everyone else passed out, all that were left were these three guys, me, Chris, Chantal, Aric and Angus, talking to these guys...
holy shit. it was amazing. a mixture. group wise, people wise, age wise, drug wise, music wise. Live music, CDs, everything was just put together for a night and morning, and it equalled this awesome time of making new friends, seeing old ones, and just living and partying together. it was nice, being able to get back together, and for things to feel like they hadn't changed at all. Aric, man, it was like nothing had changed, like there wasn't a great four-five month gap since our last meet. it was just great.
Angus got in late, after a show, at about 1 something, and he was on E. people were on Acid. everyone was on Weed, and those three guys brought Coke with them. it wasn't a problem, they did lines on angus' table and counter... but every so often, while the rest of us kept the conversation going, one of us was casually look over, and look back, and pass a quick glance to one of us, and we would just pass that mental "amazed" look... it was a new world, people, a new life right there. we almost missed midnight, cuz the band was playing, but we kept an eye on the clock, turned the tv on, two minutes later HAPPY NEW YEAR! couples made out, people hugged, bongs were smoked, drinks were drunk, people were happy.
and that was my night.
and it was good....
current band in my life: The Unicorns. i've gotten to really like them... and, typical, they've just taken time off. "Time off" sorry.. forgot those quotation marks.
haven't started that giant essay, due wednesday. did my music essay. haven't played Oboe...
FUCK. i'll start work tomorrow morning, swear to god, work through lunch (if I can), work at night... tuesday night, though, after work, i will likely be typing out the rest of it. no doubt about that. no way I'm going to be able to finish it ALL before tuesday. i'll need a break, then i'll run dry int he early hours of wednesday.
I'm starting out 2005 with the search for splints for my wrists. Carpol tunnel, positive now. they've hurt everyday for weeks, but not new years eve... too much everything for pain to get to me.
i didn't get to sleep until 8 something, though we all crashed at 7 ish. woke up at 10:40, went out and said goodbye to everyone BUT Angus scott and Alison (who were all sleeping, seperate rooms, scott and Alison together, angus still in bed) and chantal, who slept in the living room. Aric and I slept in Gus's room, me in a chair, aric ont he floor, and angus on a cover-less bed for a while, since Jen Roberts...well... lets leave that for now.
back to 2005. will I change? DUH. I'll move out sometime, hopefully as soon after grad as possible. I'll try to get into eating better. I'll try to get a hold of my focus again, at some point... maybe in the fall. for now, i need to weather out school until it's passed on. I'm getting over Boy 2 for sure now. I'm not looking into him anymore.
hey,yeah, thats you butthole who doesn't answer as to whether or not you read this. ha!
so, theres fun in a bottle. bottle. yay! you know, it's a good new year. no one was alone, in terms of where I was. no orgies either. it was just a bunch of strangers with friends, hanging around, meeting more stranger and their friends, and it was a great great place, even if people are against drugs, i don't give a shit, because it was great. recreational purposes, man, all for the recs.
back again to 2005. i'll have ot detatch at some point, so, i'll work on controlling the emotion department, since that's more than necessary. i'll look for a place to live, and a room mate, and another job to afford both. i'll try to avoid procrastinating like i have this holiday. i'll try to be friends with people.
i guess, this year, it's about control, isn't it? I lost it in 2004, enjoyed my doing that for a while, and now i'll work on having those times, while keeping a grip on something.
and life shall continue.
next investments: Plane Ticket to England, for march break with Mike.
and
Laptop, to take with me when i move so I have a computer to work on and what not. life will be okay again this year. I'll work.
well, happy 2005
and what shall happen this year???
so, friday night, i worked, got off at nine, went to Angus and Scott's place for the big party. and MAN. holy shit. three guys came in after midnight, after their party got shut down, and they didn't know anyone, just saw a party and came in...
and we were buddies. it was cool! by the time everyone else passed out, all that were left were these three guys, me, Chris, Chantal, Aric and Angus, talking to these guys...
holy shit. it was amazing. a mixture. group wise, people wise, age wise, drug wise, music wise. Live music, CDs, everything was just put together for a night and morning, and it equalled this awesome time of making new friends, seeing old ones, and just living and partying together. it was nice, being able to get back together, and for things to feel like they hadn't changed at all. Aric, man, it was like nothing had changed, like there wasn't a great four-five month gap since our last meet. it was just great.
Angus got in late, after a show, at about 1 something, and he was on E. people were on Acid. everyone was on Weed, and those three guys brought Coke with them. it wasn't a problem, they did lines on angus' table and counter... but every so often, while the rest of us kept the conversation going, one of us was casually look over, and look back, and pass a quick glance to one of us, and we would just pass that mental "amazed" look... it was a new world, people, a new life right there. we almost missed midnight, cuz the band was playing, but we kept an eye on the clock, turned the tv on, two minutes later HAPPY NEW YEAR! couples made out, people hugged, bongs were smoked, drinks were drunk, people were happy.
and that was my night.
and it was good....
current band in my life: The Unicorns. i've gotten to really like them... and, typical, they've just taken time off. "Time off" sorry.. forgot those quotation marks.
haven't started that giant essay, due wednesday. did my music essay. haven't played Oboe...
FUCK. i'll start work tomorrow morning, swear to god, work through lunch (if I can), work at night... tuesday night, though, after work, i will likely be typing out the rest of it. no doubt about that. no way I'm going to be able to finish it ALL before tuesday. i'll need a break, then i'll run dry int he early hours of wednesday.
I'm starting out 2005 with the search for splints for my wrists. Carpol tunnel, positive now. they've hurt everyday for weeks, but not new years eve... too much everything for pain to get to me.
i didn't get to sleep until 8 something, though we all crashed at 7 ish. woke up at 10:40, went out and said goodbye to everyone BUT Angus scott and Alison (who were all sleeping, seperate rooms, scott and Alison together, angus still in bed) and chantal, who slept in the living room. Aric and I slept in Gus's room, me in a chair, aric ont he floor, and angus on a cover-less bed for a while, since Jen Roberts...well... lets leave that for now.
back to 2005. will I change? DUH. I'll move out sometime, hopefully as soon after grad as possible. I'll try to get into eating better. I'll try to get a hold of my focus again, at some point... maybe in the fall. for now, i need to weather out school until it's passed on. I'm getting over Boy 2 for sure now. I'm not looking into him anymore.
hey,yeah, thats you butthole who doesn't answer as to whether or not you read this. ha!
so, theres fun in a bottle. bottle. yay! you know, it's a good new year. no one was alone, in terms of where I was. no orgies either. it was just a bunch of strangers with friends, hanging around, meeting more stranger and their friends, and it was a great great place, even if people are against drugs, i don't give a shit, because it was great. recreational purposes, man, all for the recs.
back again to 2005. i'll have ot detatch at some point, so, i'll work on controlling the emotion department, since that's more than necessary. i'll look for a place to live, and a room mate, and another job to afford both. i'll try to avoid procrastinating like i have this holiday. i'll try to be friends with people.
i guess, this year, it's about control, isn't it? I lost it in 2004, enjoyed my doing that for a while, and now i'll work on having those times, while keeping a grip on something.
and life shall continue.
next investments: Plane Ticket to England, for march break with Mike.
and
Laptop, to take with me when i move so I have a computer to work on and what not. life will be okay again this year. I'll work.
well, happy 2005
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