Like Losing your Status...
yesterday, everyone seemed to tap into this strange... energy. Or, maybe it was just a coincidence. maybe it was just me. well, something odd was going on yesterday.
work has gotten a little tight lately. Lisa is pissy because the cameras were moved and another was added, so that another 20$ doesn't go missing misteriously.
see, a couple weeks ago, Ki and I came to work, and found that twenty dollars was not accounted for in our little Change thing. thats where you exchange a few bills for pennies, quarters, whatever you need in the register. anyway, twenty dollars (or two rolls of quarters) was gone. so, Ki got a bit pissy.
and so we got another camera, pointed to the place where the change is kept, while the rest were moved so that instead of the cameras monitoring Customers, they are now monitoring Us, using the registers. see if we fuck up.
also, a new rule:
instead of cashing out the registers at three (the middle of the day shift, Lisa's shift), they are cashed out at Five, when the day shift is done and the night shift starts. so, I'm not allowed to touch the cash machines until 5.
problem?
clearly Lisa doesn't like that the family is paranoid of her. or jeff. or all of us. see, she doesn't like me, or Tara, or Jeff, or Adrienne. she hates us all, pretty much, despite trying to look otherwise. sometimes. so, she is pissed that she has to be watched, like the rest of us. she is assuming that either Myself or Adrienne fucked up.
big deal, right?
yeah, actually, it is. when you have to deal with someone who's bitchy, its not fun. Min demonstrated that last night as she left, demanding to know what was wrong with her. she didn't tell, she just said:
"I come in, I do my job very well, the customers love me, what else do you want?"
EGO! REEKING of EGO! IDIOT! she left. Min followed her outside, but she didn't tell him anything... or so he says.
beh
so, it was tense starting last night at work.
what else is new?
things just didn't feel very right yesterday. things were off. and today? i'm feeling sort of... discarded. stupid. I woke up with that evil thing today, maybe that's all it is. what is that? I wish I knew. I asked Joel a couple of times if he ever felt that. but he said no. alas. I also described how my vision will go to being like a Wide Angle Lense when I'm tired. he also didn't recognize that.
But I've never had a slow motion experience, whilst he has. so, have I just skipped to something that other people miss? what's going on?
(Right now, there is an asshole beside me. fuckhole)
I'm feeling very insane, in other words. very Alienated from the rest of the world. I have my suspicions.
I feel very off.
but I'm working in class again, for the most part. i'm more productive now than I have been in a while.
good or bad?
work has gotten a little tight lately. Lisa is pissy because the cameras were moved and another was added, so that another 20$ doesn't go missing misteriously.
see, a couple weeks ago, Ki and I came to work, and found that twenty dollars was not accounted for in our little Change thing. thats where you exchange a few bills for pennies, quarters, whatever you need in the register. anyway, twenty dollars (or two rolls of quarters) was gone. so, Ki got a bit pissy.
and so we got another camera, pointed to the place where the change is kept, while the rest were moved so that instead of the cameras monitoring Customers, they are now monitoring Us, using the registers. see if we fuck up.
also, a new rule:
instead of cashing out the registers at three (the middle of the day shift, Lisa's shift), they are cashed out at Five, when the day shift is done and the night shift starts. so, I'm not allowed to touch the cash machines until 5.
problem?
clearly Lisa doesn't like that the family is paranoid of her. or jeff. or all of us. see, she doesn't like me, or Tara, or Jeff, or Adrienne. she hates us all, pretty much, despite trying to look otherwise. sometimes. so, she is pissed that she has to be watched, like the rest of us. she is assuming that either Myself or Adrienne fucked up.
big deal, right?
yeah, actually, it is. when you have to deal with someone who's bitchy, its not fun. Min demonstrated that last night as she left, demanding to know what was wrong with her. she didn't tell, she just said:
"I come in, I do my job very well, the customers love me, what else do you want?"
EGO! REEKING of EGO! IDIOT! she left. Min followed her outside, but she didn't tell him anything... or so he says.
beh
so, it was tense starting last night at work.
what else is new?
things just didn't feel very right yesterday. things were off. and today? i'm feeling sort of... discarded. stupid. I woke up with that evil thing today, maybe that's all it is. what is that? I wish I knew. I asked Joel a couple of times if he ever felt that. but he said no. alas. I also described how my vision will go to being like a Wide Angle Lense when I'm tired. he also didn't recognize that.
But I've never had a slow motion experience, whilst he has. so, have I just skipped to something that other people miss? what's going on?
(Right now, there is an asshole beside me. fuckhole)
I'm feeling very insane, in other words. very Alienated from the rest of the world. I have my suspicions.
I feel very off.
but I'm working in class again, for the most part. i'm more productive now than I have been in a while.
good or bad?
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