yup, bitchin' time!
I'm just curious-
no, wait, there's probably a perfect explanation for this. I mean, you're a good guy-
who seems to be ignoring me-
and maybe, that half-sister of yours just isn't passing on the messages-
or you don't give a fuck-
or maybe you're just tired-
too tired to call your girlfriend, yet not tired enough to leave the house and go somewhere?!
seriously... what the fuck.
do you just not know how to leave a message on my machine, to at least say that you TRIED to call me back? How can you not have energy to pick up a phone, and yet never be home?
Holy shit, you are pissing me off enough to just email you a "fuck it, it's done" letter. but I'll wait, because I'm a stupid, niave, gullible "little girl", who appears to be more grown up than you. fuck.
FUCK! what the fuck?! I call you on a sunday, you're not home. I leave a message. You know I'm done school and work at night, so I don't need to go to sleep early, thus leaving me up late at night, thus giving you time to call back. you KNOW this. yet, you do not call back.
where are you?
what are you doing?
why don't you just tell me if you're not interested anymore, and are hitting bars or something?
fuck, Joel. Stop being an ass and at least email me back. If you had time to check your email, you could at least send a two word reply or something. fuck.
Right now, more than ever, I hate you.
are you seeing someone? are you sleeping with someone else? are you just plain AVOIDING me? were you thinking that not talking to me for weeks at a time would help with us moving in? Not that we are, anymore, but you wouldn't know, you haven't called me back so I could talk about it. Did you think I didn't notice the tone of voice you used with me in our last "conversation", a week and a half ago? I'm not a buddy from highschool, Joel, I'm your Girlfriend. I'm the person You're supposed to call at night, instead of going to bars. (I wonder if you classify yourself as a Single now.) When you hear your girlfriend on the other end of the phone, you don't say "Wow, haven't talked to YOU in a while!"
no shit, sherlock! what, too tired to pick up a phone? so tired, you had to go out until late at night?
I fucking hate you right now. If you called right now, I would tear you a new one.
Maybe I should just end this, eh? maybe I should. Maybe I will. not like it's going to work out anyway. how could it?
fuck.
thanks for trying, Buddy!
no, wait, there's probably a perfect explanation for this. I mean, you're a good guy-
who seems to be ignoring me-
and maybe, that half-sister of yours just isn't passing on the messages-
or you don't give a fuck-
or maybe you're just tired-
too tired to call your girlfriend, yet not tired enough to leave the house and go somewhere?!
seriously... what the fuck.
do you just not know how to leave a message on my machine, to at least say that you TRIED to call me back? How can you not have energy to pick up a phone, and yet never be home?
Holy shit, you are pissing me off enough to just email you a "fuck it, it's done" letter. but I'll wait, because I'm a stupid, niave, gullible "little girl", who appears to be more grown up than you. fuck.
FUCK! what the fuck?! I call you on a sunday, you're not home. I leave a message. You know I'm done school and work at night, so I don't need to go to sleep early, thus leaving me up late at night, thus giving you time to call back. you KNOW this. yet, you do not call back.
where are you?
what are you doing?
why don't you just tell me if you're not interested anymore, and are hitting bars or something?
fuck, Joel. Stop being an ass and at least email me back. If you had time to check your email, you could at least send a two word reply or something. fuck.
Right now, more than ever, I hate you.
are you seeing someone? are you sleeping with someone else? are you just plain AVOIDING me? were you thinking that not talking to me for weeks at a time would help with us moving in? Not that we are, anymore, but you wouldn't know, you haven't called me back so I could talk about it. Did you think I didn't notice the tone of voice you used with me in our last "conversation", a week and a half ago? I'm not a buddy from highschool, Joel, I'm your Girlfriend. I'm the person You're supposed to call at night, instead of going to bars. (I wonder if you classify yourself as a Single now.) When you hear your girlfriend on the other end of the phone, you don't say "Wow, haven't talked to YOU in a while!"
no shit, sherlock! what, too tired to pick up a phone? so tired, you had to go out until late at night?
I fucking hate you right now. If you called right now, I would tear you a new one.
Maybe I should just end this, eh? maybe I should. Maybe I will. not like it's going to work out anyway. how could it?
fuck.
thanks for trying, Buddy!
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