Rent!!!!!! 4!!!!!

Last night I came home with a Migraine.
I've only had a handful for those in my lifetime. my brother had them much worse than I do when he was a child. very young. as in, eight.
He took medication for his that left him feeling a mimick heart attack.
So after these little heart attacks, my mother resolved that she wouldn't let me on any medication. Thus, In my faithfulness to her wishes, I decide not to take any tylenol or anything for my headaches, which occur every day. the day I dont have one... wow. why?
anyway... last night I had a headache. And I took nothing. and it grew. and I came home earlier than I wanted to with this migraine. I had given in a took ibuprofin at Calista's. sorry mom. but there's only so much you can bear.
I wanted to tear my eyes and ears off, followed by a layer of scalp, anything! to get to my brain and sooth it. fuck...

the drugs didn't work though. I had to wait till I passed out.

this morning I woke up without a headache, just a small echo in the right side of my head. I'm scared of getting another migraine like last nights. It was bad. very very bad...

thats the ONLY reason I dont like my family: They've given me some horrible things.
Depression and Migraines. both from my dads side. Love him to death! but this SUCKS!

Speaking of my dad, I'm getting him a tub of sour candy that we had at the store for a while. he loved it, and that's all I can think of to get him. oh vel. I miss him. I should see him more often, but I don't. You'd be surprised how little time I have to spend with others.
I'm working, he isn't. he's working, I'm not. We're not around at the same time.

oi

anyway, This echo is starting to look familiar, so I'm going to snuff it out with a nice warm shower!
Good morn!