you know, this christmas wasn't all that bad. I didn't get the rowing machine, but today I went shopping, and baught two sets of pants... size 13. i mean, 13! i thought I was at least a 16 a few months ago. when I found my black pants, I found they were 15! the last pants I baught were 14, and now I fit perfectly into 13.... its good. it feels good to wear things that fit.

however, I still have some rolls to eliminate. I'm gonna have to buy that rowing machine myself, from someone... hmm...

last night Tom came over, and we went to see Fun with Dick and Jane. but, it was a 7:40 show, so i figured we would stop to eat macdonalds or something.
OH!, but WAIT, it's Christmas. nothing open. except famous players. so, we're sitting in the car, belting out rent, and i say "Lets see Narnia. it starts at 6:30, and its 6 now." because I'm not waiting and hour and forty minutes to see jim carrey. love the guy, but narnia... man... Tumnus... heh, HOT
anyway, it ended up being a good christmas. when I got home from narnia (after dropping off tom, i love that boy!), Calista and I hung out for a couple hours, just talking. Just. Talking. it was good, too. It's nice to be able to sit with someone, and just spill it all out. thats what everyone needs, and for once, i have it. I have never appreciated someone so much.
i'm SO happy im living with her next year! HA! that will be hilarious and great. oivya...

so, christmas, this year, was a learning experience. everyday is, really, but this year had a few firsts, lots of reminders, and eye openers. no drama. no pain. just.... time.