Monday, April 19, 2004 C.E

SO i blog frequently. oh well. I really have no life beyond school.
hopefully, tomorrow I will be purchasing my Elec guitar. WOOT. if not, saturday....hopefully. unless mom holds out on me more.
meh.

my horoscope is telling me to clean my room. what do they know, right?

tired, but happy, today at least. Good day though! Don't know why, since it was like all other days. I dunno. happy day. hyper day! woot! got me through work alright.
im out of milk.

i spent a lot of the weekend typing in my stories (awesomeness for me! yay) and started another painting, one I wont finish for ages, of course. Jimmypage, again, but on four panels. i ran out of big ones.
also need to find something to do for moms wall. yikes! theres a scary thought.

oivay. MUST SEE DAD!!!!wednesday....perhaps?????
listening to tellstory, d/l dire straits like mad, because I can, etc etc....boring day, really, but still good!
hurrah for good days!
and of course, as the custom is, tomorrow I will feel like shit and tired. murphy's law. stupid murphy. kill him now.

tirrrreeeeedddddddd. need to read at some point too. stupid read.

well, you know, my horoscope is sort of right (even though I think they are full of crap). I certainly need to clean things up in life, like friggen school! GRRR> i hate school now. I hate it now, and will hate it even more next year because I will miss this year and last year because everyone will be gone.

So do you know what really sucks? Being stuck between two people, neither of which are stuck over you. why does this suck, you might ask? well, its not chosing, certainly not, since you have nothing to chose, right? but its just not knowing, really. not knowing whats going on.
first word that pops into mind? Obsession. yes, well, one might be, the other i know better, but still....theres that uncontrollable factor to it, which I still cant name, and thats another thing that bugs me- i dont know anything! Not only do I know nothing about matters of the heart, but I dont know a thing about whats going on with ME and my stupid and rediculous situation.
oh well.
pity me.

HA

well, that should be enough for tonight. enough whining. thats all i do, right?


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