Saturday, May 15, 2004 C.E

I have returned

i mentioned once before in a blog that I almost ALWAYS got into a better mood after work. It so true. I feel like myself again. yay.

well, something kind of scary happened, scary and...i dunno, telling, i suppose. anyway, it was like this...

I have a lot of DejaVu's, whatever, and tonight I had one just as i was counting the change out, maybe....half an hour ago. anyway, that was my dejavu. but that wasn't the scary thing. the scary thing was that after i had it, I realized that it was a dream I had had a long time ago, and I even remember telling my mom about it (because there was other wierdness going on in it too) and i remember thinking how wierd it was that I was working across the road. so, of course that type of thought would stick out, since I'm now working there.

but thats rather scary to think about. A long time ago, I had a dream where I was counting change, behind the counter of the store. there were even other bits and pieces of that dream that has sort of become little dejavus in the past, while working, and I've just come aware of it tonight. More of a scary thought? ok!

I dreamt the future man! and you know what? What if one of my other dreams (One I explained to Emma and Kirsten before, you two should remember) happened to come true, long into the future...? what if? holy crap, what a strange concept: that that one dream could really come true in my thirties. holy shit.

...........................................

yeah, I'm tired. I had....ok, lets count. 4:30 to 7 is what...two and a half hours? ok, add that to...10-3...7 and a half hours of sleep today...ok, thats not bad. but still! I was still sobering up what i went to sleep the second time.

yeah, I'm just wierd. Stupid, obsessive thoughts

AH!

holy shit, stupid cat just ran by really quickly and loud. I thought she was gonna eat me! AHH!

well, you know what? thats really all that happened, but now I'm wondering about it.... kind of odd and funny how things turn out, eh? how things just somehow....turn out that way, for whatever reason, good or bad or neutral. strangeness....

ok, thats all. I'm done.....
NOW!

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