so here i am again, one day later, and today was another wasteful day.
I spent it at Loyalist College, where I sat in a room, waiting for my free meal at lunch, and....well, that was it, really.

I'm starting to get there, wherever there is. I can feel it.
neat how you can just feel things happening, huh? you don't really know, you just feel. intuition, i suppose. I can't help but think that I'm turning another corner, and I'm finally getting a glimpse of the next street.

i dunno. I dont know why either, really. I don't know what clicked in my head, or when, or if it's just a temporary thing. I hope it isn't. Neutral can be a dangerous place to be sometimes, since you can go either way so easily and quickly. but at the same time, if you can gain more control of yourself, you have a better chance at choosing which way you go.

but yeah, thats how i'm feeling, other than still pissed off at my wrist. its been hurting all day. whenever i hit it by accident, SCREAMING pain. i hate it, since hardly anything was done.

so tired. sleepy. sneezy. ahh man. I am neutral. I am an untinted window for all to see through.
i like it