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Last night I sent out an angry email. it had to happen. how else would I have gotten a hold of him? Couldn't. So, I resort to one of those worst forms of real "communication", and I email him, and tell him whats on my mind. whats really on my mind. when I finished typing it out, I couldn't believe I had actually typed it all out, and sent it. I guess having a blog would help me with getting ready, right? everything I've said on this blog, I said in the email. well, too late now. I won't bother trying to call him again. and hopefully, if he bothers to call me, He'll have gotten the email. it would suck if he hadn't. well, such is life, as my saying seems to be now. it happens. yeah.
Tattoo in a couple weeks. still not sure which to get first, but I think I'll figure it out soon enough.
work tonight. good old Pro. Oh pro, you slay me. I'm just happy I have more than700 dollars to my name now. no more spending... much. heh. we'll see how long that lasts until I get another CD craving.
I resorted to downloading episodes of CSI last night. well, just two. the season finale of CSI, and the opener for CSI NY. but not the one where Horatio goes to NY. I can't find that one. frig. oh well. if I could just find it's Title..
rainy day today.Traffic, as usual, is being dumb. I guess I'll watch that finale when I get off work tonight. It shouldn't be too bad tonight. Not a holiday, just a friday. still busy as hell, but better than last friday. fuckin long weekend....
actually, it wasn't that bad. Adrienne got the crowd Thursday night, since that would have been the start of the holiday, for most people. everyone but me, who worked all weekend. I think. yeah, i work all weekend. forgot about that. what else would I have done? sat around and waited for Joel to call, right? Nah. I'm not waiting anymore. the only I'm waiting for is a reply to that bitter email, and the day Aric and I find an apartment in Ottawa, and things get underway at last. No more Gord. No more bothering mother. No more stirling. no more hell hole. I'll be in a city, and that means no excuses. everything is ending this year. everything will end and start over.
good and bad.
everything's double sided, and it sucks. but it's better than waiting for him.
Tattoo in a couple weeks. still not sure which to get first, but I think I'll figure it out soon enough.
work tonight. good old Pro. Oh pro, you slay me. I'm just happy I have more than700 dollars to my name now. no more spending... much. heh. we'll see how long that lasts until I get another CD craving.
I resorted to downloading episodes of CSI last night. well, just two. the season finale of CSI, and the opener for CSI NY. but not the one where Horatio goes to NY. I can't find that one. frig. oh well. if I could just find it's Title..
rainy day today.Traffic, as usual, is being dumb. I guess I'll watch that finale when I get off work tonight. It shouldn't be too bad tonight. Not a holiday, just a friday. still busy as hell, but better than last friday. fuckin long weekend....
actually, it wasn't that bad. Adrienne got the crowd Thursday night, since that would have been the start of the holiday, for most people. everyone but me, who worked all weekend. I think. yeah, i work all weekend. forgot about that. what else would I have done? sat around and waited for Joel to call, right? Nah. I'm not waiting anymore. the only I'm waiting for is a reply to that bitter email, and the day Aric and I find an apartment in Ottawa, and things get underway at last. No more Gord. No more bothering mother. No more stirling. no more hell hole. I'll be in a city, and that means no excuses. everything is ending this year. everything will end and start over.
good and bad.
everything's double sided, and it sucks. but it's better than waiting for him.
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