So I've gotten back to using this Myspace thing. And.. I shouldn't... Because it's really stupid.
I dont know.
It reminds me of the strange and sometimes annoying behaviour SOME people have. some. *some*.
Such as (and this also happens in my Livejournal)-
Someone from grade nine deciding to leave a comment on, lets say, a very personal and emotional entry, and that comment being something along the lines of-
"HIII! Long time no talk! I MISS YOU! You rock! we should hang out! Remember when we did this? and we laughed?! blablabla!"
I know.. Good intentions. But don't leave those kinds of fucking messages as a comment on an entry, WHEN THEY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT ENTRY WHATSOEVER. I'm sorry, but it's annoying.
It's also annoying when someone, who you REALLY don't mind, decides to talk about things you did as a Ninth grader. It's
A) Embarassing, and
B) Ever so slightly immature.

Compared so some people my age, I have changed A LOT. I don't like Frodo anymore, I don't like Elijah Wood (as an actor, he's shit), I HATE LORD OF THE RINGS (the movies). I USED to love them with a disgusting passion, but I moved on, thank god, and gained better taste. Sorry, but I moved on. I MOVED ON. LET ME MOVE ON. DON'T PUT ME BACK IN THAT SPOT.
I'm sorry... but don't reminisce with me about those days. I was a fucking loser. I still am, but I've found more of a place since then, and while some people don't mind it, I don't like being reminded of How I was Prior to grade 11.
So, Sorry, but... grow up. some of you.
some of you, this isn't directed to at all...

but seriously...

If you want to say things like "Hey! Long time no talk! Sorry we haven't hung out in a while, blabla", EMAIL ME. CALL ME. MESSAGE ME. DO NOT leave public messages.

If this is Normal, To leave these sorts of things out for everyone to see.... well sorry, but I'm a little more private than that.
I don't like showing off my friends. especially not on fucking Myspace, which seems to be overun with these very people, all managing to be under a certain age.
Ok.... yes, some of you ARE that popular... but those of you with 178 friends or whatever, who leave you billions of "comments" a day... sorry, but you're retarded.
If you really are as smart as your blogs make you out to be, tell your "friends" to fuck off or CALL you, or EMAIL you. not leave those messages everywhere. Or ... go to a god damned chatroom.

sorry if I sound pissy.... but... friggen. the world is stupid, starting NOW

actually.... a long time ago. ha.



Tomorrow: Drive with Gord. fuck. that will be hell. the only thing keeping me from COMPLETELY freaking out is thinking "I'm simply learning skills, skills anyone can learn, with great ease, and only in the course of an hour. I've put up with worse longer, I can deal with this one-time (hopefully) Test".

G-test wednesday, 10:55. stupid time, but whatever. not looking forward to it.
I'm tired and pissed.
and lonely.
thats why I'm so mad, because I'm lonely.

it has nothing to do with getting laid.
Believe it or not, some of us can deal with that perfectly. fine. call us inhuman, we still manage to live without Fucking.

guh.

I hate the world.