Lucky

I don't know why I bother with two blogs. Well, one blog, one Journal. I guess this one is supposed to be my private one. my ever so private blog.

I've been spending too much money. I just baught cameras online. 300$ of cameras. six cameras total. they do awesome things, its VERY MUCH worth all the money... but I've spent a lot.
I'm starting to feel very bad about it. so I'm pushing this computer, the ONE THING I got this credit card for, further off.
but in the meantime...
I have tongue rings coming in, cameras, a rower... then maybe a fucking computer.
but goodness.... this hurts more than I thought it would. Spending like I used to.
It bothers me now because I need to save it. and I can save enough, I'm more than able to... it just feels weird.

ok... enough.