spirit of the radio

so I'm here in Oakville now.
I'll be here alone for the next two weeks. then Calista will be up a little bit, and eventually both of them will join me.
My cat isn't very happy. she's been under my couch all day, sulking. hasn't eaten yet... I worry, but what can I do, really.
I've talked to mom a couple times, called dad today. I'm getting together with my uncle Chris tomorrow for lunch, he's going to try and help me find a job. big help, that guy.
went out today for a bit. didn't go anywhere new though... just wasn't up to it. i'm not feeling the greatest. the change in air really does have an effect on you. you go from smelling manure and rain to smelling smog and acid rain. it's a huge change. the air is thicker too... very un-friendly atmosphere.
environment wise.
I can't tell about the people yet. it's a nice city, don't get me wrong... but I'm very iffy on everything.
I don't like being alone here.

I tried cleaning the windows today, but I couldn't do it. it's just.. rediculous, what the weather and lack of up-keep has done to them. you have to scrum like crazy to get a small area clean, and these windows are BIG. a whole wall is glass, and I can see trees and a bit of the lake.

nice view...

I'm still lonely though. it wouldn't be so bad if I had tv either, but... damn. if I had tv, I would be even lazier and not want to go out at all.

fuck man... the next two weeks better go by quick.
anyway, I'm going to install my wall sconce or something. fuck....



last night was hell.