I'M ELECTRIC!
Dance! Everybody Dance! YAY!
oh man, i'm on fire! okay, not really, and not in that other sense, but I'm WOOT right now. yeah, last night, wedding, sucked, but tonight? i'm rockin! I woke up today and first thing I got to hear was The Music. I love that band. now I'm listening to the Strokes, George Harrison, everything right now. I'm electric! again! I love it when i switch over to "UP"!
WOOT!
sigh
still have a head ache though, alas. but man! electric! wowojalkie!
wowojalkie. hey, i like that!
so, why am I electric? Because I am! Because I had a great day friday, because I survived the wedding, and even saw a few funny things during it, and because I got to stay home today, and i get to stay home tomorrow, to sleep a wonderful sleep, i hope, and dream wonderful dreams, i hope, and yeah... I'm just happy! I'm getting ideas for art class, I'm trying to get it set into my head that I need to work harder in music and World History... But I'm thinking, at least, right? I feel more alive than i have for a while. I'm human again! huzzah!
I wish I could have spent time with friends this weekend, but thats okay. I'm not exhausted or anything anymore, i'm getting rest, i'm happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy and having fun typing happy happy happy happy.
I also got this idea for a play last night, on my way to the reception. it's basically about six teenagers at school while theres a shooting going on, and they're trapped in this room together. They're all friends, have been for a while, and basically it's about them. duh. they're just in this room for a while, and I think they're just going to do what people do best in such situations: talk. expose themselves.
but I'm going to TRY and avoid the typical Movie-style admittions like "I slept with your wife" "I cheated on so and so" blablabla, nothing like that. Maybe ONE such thing, between the main character and a very minor character (If there's such a thing in a six-person cast) and it only lasts for a split second, the attention being grabbed by someone else immediatly.
ending? hoho, wouldn't you like to know!
well, I'm excited over it. i started it today, and I just need to think of subject matter now, what they talk about. I know at one point the main character (only called the main character because of this-) makes a sort of absent minded speech, just before it ends. she's just thinking out loud while everything starts to fall apart, about how the world seems to work on violence like this, how it feeds everything, everyone, in some form or another.
but yeah, i have NO clue where the idea came from, it just came to me in the car while I was staring stupidly out the window.
yeah, last night sucked a lot. I felt really out of place, like a loser again. I wanted to dance so much! they were playing awesome music like Beatles! and bad country too, but beatles! Twist and Shout came on, and I just wished I could have gotten up to dance! But, me being Emily and not someone else, I couldn't stand the thought of being seen by people, of strangers seeing me dance to awesome music. I couldn't stand it, it hurt a little too much. so I blocked it out of my mind and sat at the table, laughing at my mom's dancing.
alas...
well, im still super happy! WOOT! Emma knows why! I'm super-happy Emily! You will only see me once in a blue moon, and it seems there is a blue moon! WOOT! happy happy happy happy
GOD i love it when this happens! it's such a vacation!
oh man, i'm on fire! okay, not really, and not in that other sense, but I'm WOOT right now. yeah, last night, wedding, sucked, but tonight? i'm rockin! I woke up today and first thing I got to hear was The Music. I love that band. now I'm listening to the Strokes, George Harrison, everything right now. I'm electric! again! I love it when i switch over to "UP"!
WOOT!
sigh
still have a head ache though, alas. but man! electric! wowojalkie!
wowojalkie. hey, i like that!
so, why am I electric? Because I am! Because I had a great day friday, because I survived the wedding, and even saw a few funny things during it, and because I got to stay home today, and i get to stay home tomorrow, to sleep a wonderful sleep, i hope, and dream wonderful dreams, i hope, and yeah... I'm just happy! I'm getting ideas for art class, I'm trying to get it set into my head that I need to work harder in music and World History... But I'm thinking, at least, right? I feel more alive than i have for a while. I'm human again! huzzah!
I wish I could have spent time with friends this weekend, but thats okay. I'm not exhausted or anything anymore, i'm getting rest, i'm happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy and having fun typing happy happy happy happy.
I also got this idea for a play last night, on my way to the reception. it's basically about six teenagers at school while theres a shooting going on, and they're trapped in this room together. They're all friends, have been for a while, and basically it's about them. duh. they're just in this room for a while, and I think they're just going to do what people do best in such situations: talk. expose themselves.
but I'm going to TRY and avoid the typical Movie-style admittions like "I slept with your wife" "I cheated on so and so" blablabla, nothing like that. Maybe ONE such thing, between the main character and a very minor character (If there's such a thing in a six-person cast) and it only lasts for a split second, the attention being grabbed by someone else immediatly.
ending? hoho, wouldn't you like to know!
well, I'm excited over it. i started it today, and I just need to think of subject matter now, what they talk about. I know at one point the main character (only called the main character because of this-) makes a sort of absent minded speech, just before it ends. she's just thinking out loud while everything starts to fall apart, about how the world seems to work on violence like this, how it feeds everything, everyone, in some form or another.
but yeah, i have NO clue where the idea came from, it just came to me in the car while I was staring stupidly out the window.
yeah, last night sucked a lot. I felt really out of place, like a loser again. I wanted to dance so much! they were playing awesome music like Beatles! and bad country too, but beatles! Twist and Shout came on, and I just wished I could have gotten up to dance! But, me being Emily and not someone else, I couldn't stand the thought of being seen by people, of strangers seeing me dance to awesome music. I couldn't stand it, it hurt a little too much. so I blocked it out of my mind and sat at the table, laughing at my mom's dancing.
alas...
well, im still super happy! WOOT! Emma knows why! I'm super-happy Emily! You will only see me once in a blue moon, and it seems there is a blue moon! WOOT! happy happy happy happy
GOD i love it when this happens! it's such a vacation!
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