I had a dream a few nights back that I still can't make much sense of.

It was a big party, at a house, and it was a lot like the Bonarlaw party... only, less people, daytime, no band, and not much going on. but people were walking around with drinks, "chatting" with everyone else, sitting around, etc etc, yeah...

but that was the dream. but, though this wasn't actually said anywhere by someone in it, It was our "reunion" party, or something...

well, you know how in dreams you can know things, even though its a dream... why wouldn't you? whatever, anyway....

it was our reunion, but not everyone had shown up, and people were beginning to leave, just kind of falling out of the picture.

the one part I didn't make much sense of was the wierd Zoom In I did with a city of some sort, which I got the idea as being Ottawa. but yeah, apparently that city is where they all were living.

it kind of hit me, when I woke up though. the dream, i mean. I woke up, and for some reason, I felt like I knew it was coming.
what?
what
wha!
im not making sense. everyone, in the dream, was dropping out of the picture without warning, or much notice. and that could happen. it could, right? It is, probably, going to happen. everyone is going to drop out of my life again, back to how it was in grade nine, except for any future party that is just SO HUGE no one can turn it down and everyone goes, and then there they are, blablabla

im not making sense

I woke up ten-five minutes ago, and it's a PA day. alright. but im still bored!
anyway, yup.... im going to take off... i guess.

yup