guh
I have a knack of fucking up relationships with people, and leaving them fucked up to eventually just wither up and die away. One is right now. I sent an email trying to save what little of a relationship I had with Joel, but there hasn't been a response, and I wouldn't be too surprised if there wasn't one. not to say I would be ok with it, but I wouldn't die over it.
but I seem to be pretty good at that, just screwing things up and not fixing things in time before it all blows up one last time into a pathetic little cloud of what once was.
and tonight, I feel pretty shitty over that. Just like last night I felt shitty over my bad habits. well, I suppose this is another one, another one I can easily fix, but I'm just not doing it. I'm letting it be, blaming it on my genes or the way I grew up. easy enough to do, eh?
Tonight a guy came into the store, getting 60$ of gas. and he didn't pay for it. see, when he started pumping, I was still in the laundromat. so Min authorized it. then I came out, and Min went and fixed something. this guy and another guy finished pumping around the same time. I helped a few people, including this guy. he got a few drinks. but I didn't know he got gas. Min would have, but he was busy. so he paid for drinks. left. I helped someone else. there was a break, and i looked over, and his shit van was gone.
so, we're out 60$. and that sucks.
oh the scum of the earth.
well, theres my day in a nutshell, on the computer screen, translated into the english language.
guh
but I seem to be pretty good at that, just screwing things up and not fixing things in time before it all blows up one last time into a pathetic little cloud of what once was.
and tonight, I feel pretty shitty over that. Just like last night I felt shitty over my bad habits. well, I suppose this is another one, another one I can easily fix, but I'm just not doing it. I'm letting it be, blaming it on my genes or the way I grew up. easy enough to do, eh?
Tonight a guy came into the store, getting 60$ of gas. and he didn't pay for it. see, when he started pumping, I was still in the laundromat. so Min authorized it. then I came out, and Min went and fixed something. this guy and another guy finished pumping around the same time. I helped a few people, including this guy. he got a few drinks. but I didn't know he got gas. Min would have, but he was busy. so he paid for drinks. left. I helped someone else. there was a break, and i looked over, and his shit van was gone.
so, we're out 60$. and that sucks.
oh the scum of the earth.
well, theres my day in a nutshell, on the computer screen, translated into the english language.
guh
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