So I'm stuck. I'm up at 11, after trying to sleep for over an hour and failing. what else is new. Most of the time, I get around it, stay in bed, and make myself fall asleep somehow. I guess from exhaustion or thinking so much, i just pass out. but not tonight. it hasn't worked. So, I'm up. I feel haunted. I feel like I'm being hunted down by some old memory of mine, some old thought or feeling.

I feel stale. I feel like a burned out fire pit, just a pile of ash from last night.

I dont know.

I need sleep

and It won't come.

Relentless. wake. wakefulness. fuck. I just want to escape from today and into tomorrow already.

thats all my life is