Boredom. that was yesterday. Yesterday, I wanted to drive. so, I took the car, and I drove to the mall, thinking that I would either buy clothes, or that CSI box set I spotted a while ago at SAMs. I baught the Box Set, and hung out with tom. I'm hanging out with him today too, and Mike for the movies. so there! things to do. and, in the meantime, I have also baught a Tamagochi to entertain me. yeah. pathetic. something a twelve year old would buy. well, I needed something, man. I needed something to be my friend.

I've been listening to a lot of Joni Mitchell, Aimee Mann, and Mamas and the Papas lately. bit of a change from Sigur Ros, Radiohead, etc etc... 24 sleeps till Sigur Ros! I need to start planning this soon. Whos getting there how, Who's picking up tickets, who's sleeping where with who (heh). Need to plan this thing! It's a bit sad though. This show is all I have to look forward to. that, and the next time I get out to missisauga, but dad isn't planning anything yet. so It'll be a while, I guess. alas. oh time. how you hate me.

I was considering going back to school for Musical Theatre alone... but... uhh.... no. My Time at that school is OVER. I would like to be in a musical again, but getting up that early is just too stupid. And... no offense... but there isn't much left of that school now, besides a few people. I'm not going back for a musical if I have to sit through all that bullshit with MSIPs and Assemblies and what not. I'm not going through that again. too stressful, too much retardation. Then again, I'm not exactly getting any smarted doing what i'm doing. I'm turning into Jeff... not a good thing at all.

I should be looking for a place to move out to. but it's so much effort, for nothing. I want something semi-permanent, but everything nowadays is based on a month to month deal, at least in this area. and I would rather have a longer commitment to something. assuming i like it.
I'm not making sense. beh. why should I. I understand what I mean, thats all that matters until it comes to arguments sake.



SO, Emily, any words of Wisdom today?
-no.
Shitey. well... lets see.......................................................
yeah no

I'll listen to music until I go out, somewhere. then I'll get my check.
I need a studio.
I NEED s studio, to paint in. otherwise, It will never happen. I need space, with good lighting. I'mnot being picky, either! There's no room in this pin hole house for a big painting like the Sao Paulo, or anything. and where there is room, theres no light whatsoever.

listen to me complain, again, about the shit I've complained about before. BAH!
I'm done now. more music. more fantasizing. it's all I have left to do afterall, isn't it?
O! I should buy a book