Too Young

A couple more realizations came to me recently, one tonight, another a few days ago.
The one to come to me tonight had to do with my feelings about certain people who come into my store.
I realized that I don't like people who only know me through gord or my mom, and use that as an excuse to talk to me.
it's... aggravating, for some reason.
so that gave me some hope in terms of Oakville, and finding a Job I will like more. Quite simply, being out of Stirling will be enough to make me happy. I suppose..

The other was more of a conclusion to the typical period we all go through, and yes, we all go through it, even if it's just for a minute, or just a foolish thought we quickly brush off:
Sexual Preferences and Confusion!
No, I've never been confused about it. I'm straight. simple as that, this blog is not about me thinking I'm gay. I'm not.
To be honest, I almost never feel those feelings. they're rare, and even then, I have to force myself to actually FEEL them, as opposed to thinking it. which is also hard. in my life.
But that doesn't mean I don't recognize attractive people. Come on. I work in a convenient store, the busiest one in town. I see a lot of people.
And I'm not afraid to say if a man or woman is good looking, and WHY.
But this is basically what I realized...
I'm not gay. But I do think that, in most cases, a womans body is just prettier to look at. not for me, not in a sexual way, but from the point of view of an artist, like myself, It's true: Women just have more curves to play with on paper, more options when it comes to shadows.
in most cases.

i bring this up... for no particular reason.

You know, I was just going through several scenarios in my head, memories, and realized just WHY I think that way, and it really is for basic reasons. I'm not attracted to women (sorry, I like penis' too much. besides, I'm Celibate!!!!), they're just more fun to draw.

HA!

silly blog. Why do I make thee?