No Apologies Necessary

There isn't a lot going on in my life right now.
I'm in the midst of a 12-day week at work. it's tiring. I'm starting to feel it today.
Things are, bit by bit, coming into perspective, in terms of the next couple of months.
Sometime in June, I have to call and make sure we get an apartment. In the meantime, I'm to go to a concert with love-of-my-life, so-called...
Things seem so sketchy for no reason. and then I think I'm getting a better feel of things, when I'm really not. or maybe I am...
So much Uncertainty. It's all that makes up me, and... so on...

*sigh*
I'm way too lonely to survive this. I just don't have anyone anymore.

And I won't change.

muh.

fuck it.