Maybe that's how people deal with this.
Moving out on your own... it really does create a void, something that can only be filled by being with someone. and even just hanging out with them or whatever...
maybe thats why so many people are so oriented by relationships with the opposite (or same) sex. Because thats how most people deal with it.

I come to this conclusion only because it's my third full day here in oakville, and I'm alone.. and I really wish I had someone.

terrible feeling, because I know that when it comes down to it, I DONT want someone. that way. but when night time comes along, and I'm on my balcony, looking at the view, I'm wishing at least someone was here, looking at it with me, feeling the same thing I feel.

all i've got is a cat. and I'm thankful for her, but... it's a cat.
can't have a conversation with a cat.

it's terrible. I dont like being this way.
I hope those girls hurry up and move in.

at least at home, All I had to do was wait for my mom to get home, and then for the Daily Show and Colbert report.
I have neither now.

so....

I turn to my guitar.