ignore this too

Hey, it's all my favourite people
enjoying a favourite hobby.
The drive is right
and I miss the distance.

and one year later
I'm fighting the urge to
call you up
talk you up like
I have the right to repair
what could have been,
should have seen me

last night
when I fell down a hill.
I thought of you
and shared a laugh
with a girl
smoking in the tub.

I hear a drip,
intimate giggles,
I see hands moving together
in rhyme
what wrong I've done
songs i've sung (i wish)

and I always wish you could hear me here.
come and be near.
like we were special once,
for a moment between years,
like we shared a moment,
over hydro wires.

and for a moment i think
I am between years,
forgetting fears,
and look at me:
I've let loose.

I forgot about troubles
the worst day of my life.

what else could you do?
let me look at you-
I'll erase this face
and draw anew.
fuck it, man
lets get shoed.