3 days

Wednesday

Sushi

After school I ditched Quartet to have a selfish night. I went out on the town with:
Jamie, a guy named Rubin (sp?), Ian, Angus, Scott D, Scott M, Vanessa, and... yeah. Before sushi, Isaac and Fez were with us as well for a bit.

we hung out after sushi, had fun, etc etc...
it was a very numb night. energy.

thursday

Ottawa Art trip.

good! cool stuff. 240$ on music. perfume (!), other stuff.

tried to find edward, aric, calista, etc etc, at UofO... but I was really just hitting random numbers and asking if the people i got knew them. no success...

ride home ok

but dad forgot about me and remember at 9... very foggy too. so, i didn't get home until 10-ish.

today

SHIT

I haven't been this shitty for a while. no energy, no will, i was in a bitch mood with Kirsten and Graeme. I was just in a bitch mood with everyone. I didn't want to go to the Fest of Trees. but I did. i managed to pull of some stuff. thats it.

and on the way home, i felt even worse.

Jon is on my bus. along with a billion assholes, who decided to dumb popcorn on him. I felt so horrible. I was at the very back, and he was way up, so I couldn't do much.

I hate people. I hate the world, as usual.

i have to work tonight, tomorrow morning, and sunday morning. I will not get sleep, i will not get homework done, i will fail at everything, as usual.

so whats new?