Can I?

So when hours have passed since you felt those things,
can you communicate them the same?
What words would you have used then
that you would remember now?
Would they do justice to your emotions,
or would they have gone stale?

today was wierd. energy! none. Nerves going mad during the performance. desperate need of sleep. tired out of my mind. depressed. energy! neutral...

performance today. yeah, i know, it wasn't about remembering. and i'm not going to fight you guys. if you didn't get it, My speaking will NOT make you smarter (despite what I like to think sometimes). figure it out on your own, damnit, i won't explain the meanings you missed.

time for me to get used to some things too at school with someone. one thing i'm used to now, but another is going to come up soon, and that will be harder. a lot harder...
oh well..

rough day for emily. she needs a break, and she isn't seeming to get one.