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humm ho hummm
you may call this boredom, if you please.
so, i'm bored.
bored.
yup
started new pills today to deal with the whole cramp thing, and i'm getting some lovely side-effects from it.
Nausea, Abdominal pains... yeah, it sucks. but hey, anything is better than those effing cramps. bah.
my fingers are very stiff too, since they're cold. my room smells like incense, which smells like campfire, which will make my mom a little put out tonight. bah again.
bah bah blacksheep.
also discovered a new word today: Spliff. YUP!
i'm very very... bored. not tired, not really all that sad, just... BORED out of my mind. errrrlahii.
i've got a heart full of soul. oh music, i love it
MA!
thursday is the big Remembrance day performance. i'm worried about having to perform through a crowd like the first one from last year. the grade 9/10 group was so horrible last year. I hated it. it was hell listening to them, when there was this incredible performance going on, this beautiful thing unfolding, and none of them gave a shit. assholes! god! and this year, I have to PERFORM WHILE LISTENING TO THAT. i know exactly where it will start too.
after Julie Sharp starts talking, there will be whispering, then it will start, slightly more silence, then when Scott and Brendan start their song, laughter. I know it. and it will never end from there. they'll keep going. god, i don't think i'll be able to handle it this week, while on pills, dealing with THAT thing, you know... gad damnit i hate people.
today was a pretty useless day. I'm feeling kind of pissed off at people. heh, people, lol. right. people. but i'm getting fed up with them.
in a way, I'm very very glad to be leaving next year. unfortunatly, there isn't that joy of knowing that as soon as I leave, I'll forget them. i wish that was a benefit, sometimes. but it's not. I get to leave, get to remember them all the time, and know i'm many many hours out of reach from them. so, i want to leave, but i can sort of see what's going to happen..
and mom still isn't happy with me about that. she still doesn't take me seriously when I try to talk about it. she doesn't think i'm going to go through with it at all. you got a surprise coming, mom!
weekend? good.
week thus far? stupid.
tomorrow? BA
Cheers!
you may call this boredom, if you please.
so, i'm bored.
bored.
yup
started new pills today to deal with the whole cramp thing, and i'm getting some lovely side-effects from it.
Nausea, Abdominal pains... yeah, it sucks. but hey, anything is better than those effing cramps. bah.
my fingers are very stiff too, since they're cold. my room smells like incense, which smells like campfire, which will make my mom a little put out tonight. bah again.
bah bah blacksheep.
also discovered a new word today: Spliff. YUP!
i'm very very... bored. not tired, not really all that sad, just... BORED out of my mind. errrrlahii.
i've got a heart full of soul. oh music, i love it
MA!
thursday is the big Remembrance day performance. i'm worried about having to perform through a crowd like the first one from last year. the grade 9/10 group was so horrible last year. I hated it. it was hell listening to them, when there was this incredible performance going on, this beautiful thing unfolding, and none of them gave a shit. assholes! god! and this year, I have to PERFORM WHILE LISTENING TO THAT. i know exactly where it will start too.
after Julie Sharp starts talking, there will be whispering, then it will start, slightly more silence, then when Scott and Brendan start their song, laughter. I know it. and it will never end from there. they'll keep going. god, i don't think i'll be able to handle it this week, while on pills, dealing with THAT thing, you know... gad damnit i hate people.
today was a pretty useless day. I'm feeling kind of pissed off at people. heh, people, lol. right. people. but i'm getting fed up with them.
in a way, I'm very very glad to be leaving next year. unfortunatly, there isn't that joy of knowing that as soon as I leave, I'll forget them. i wish that was a benefit, sometimes. but it's not. I get to leave, get to remember them all the time, and know i'm many many hours out of reach from them. so, i want to leave, but i can sort of see what's going to happen..
and mom still isn't happy with me about that. she still doesn't take me seriously when I try to talk about it. she doesn't think i'm going to go through with it at all. you got a surprise coming, mom!
weekend? good.
week thus far? stupid.
tomorrow? BA
Cheers!
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