I'll cover you

Well, it finally hit me last night.
When I needed to sleep the most, when I needed to tap out, it hit me, just how much things were changing.
How much everything would change. in one week.
in one week.
what will I do with my nights? for the first time, I'm only going to be working one night a week, and the rest of the time I will have nights off.
and what will I do?
I won't be able to be where I want to be. I won't be with the one person who makes me forget about everything that went wrong that day.
in one week.
and it actually hit me last night, all the possible emotions that I could feel when it happens, when I realize "oh shit... this isn't the same", all at once.

It wasn't nice.